Easter already?

Wow...time flies. Just with the few days that I missed from school, I somehow managed to miss an exam and 2 paper due dates...how is that even possible?  So I have been busy busy busy trying to catch up, while keeping up with everything else.  Lately I've been feeling like a not-so-great mom.  I mean, I'm not locking her in a dog kennel or anything, but for instance: Easter is tomorrow, it's 4pm and I haven't so much as purchased an Easter basket for Audrey.  The most I've done is thought "I really need to get some stuff for Easter" while in Kroger the other day.  I know part of it is that Ben's birthday is Monday...kiiiind of makes the weekend bittersweet. I don't know...I think this pregnancy is a lot more emotionally taxing than with Audrey.  Granted, last time I was experiencing "morning" sickness about 24/7 for 14 weeks...but other than that I was fine.  This time, the physical ailment isn't nearly as bad (though not absent entirely), but I feel like a crazy person most of the time.  Just yesterday, and...well most days, I feel completely irritated and down right angry for absolutely NO reason at all.  Or today I watched a little YouTube video about how homosexual people who maintain their religious beliefs feel in today's world...I was completely balling my eyes out for the entire 9 min., holding Audrey and telling her how I love her no matter what, and she is and will be perfect just the way she is, and I hope she never feels like she can't tell me something about herself for fear of me not loving her.  It's like I'm watching a movie of me playing the role of a crazy person.  The worst part is that there isn't anything I can do about it...besides try and act sane in front of people and ride it out.  10 weeks down...4 more to go before I start losing my figure and gaining my sanity. Yay!

Me Easter 1991 (6 yrs old)..and yes...that is dangerously close to a mullet.